Being superstitious or merely coincidence, bad things happened!

Firstly, met his mum on our way to lunch. She didn’t see me, stopped him while he’s walking behind me. We have been meeting lunch often but this is the first time we met his mum.

I know I will get to meet her one day but I’m still nervous over it. From friend to girlfriend. How will his mum react?
Haiz!

Secondly, thought of meeting for while before he goes to meet his friend. Work came in just when I about to leave, made him wait 1hr for me. I know he don blame me but I still feel bad about. I’m really sorry! We met for less than 5mins and off he went to see his friend.

Having to OT plus sch started, Im totally exhausted. I had less than 6hrs of sleep everyday thinking about work. I felt bad for not spending enough time with him. At the other hand, he tried to accomodate to me. I’m really sorry!

I just don understand why my parents wanna pick on him. Your don understand him at all. Stop all your criticism. I’m really tired after work and does not want to listen to all these.

Da jie asked me not to bother but what my parent said As long as he treat you good. While my parents always pick on their bfs also.

Well, I can’t stop them however it really hurts me from hearing what they say. I want them to give me their blessing and not throwing cold blanket on me. Haiz! Sorry, I can’t let you know all these. Haiz!

Love you!

Cabbed down to meet my dearest pig for some ice cream session. I know he miss me so much. Haha!

He’s shocked when i called him and asked me to give him 15mins. It’s freezing cold now due to the strong wind. Wish that he will come down faster.

This is the most I can do for you. Sorry for my insensitivity in the afternoon. You need more time to get to know me better. Haha!

Come down quick!!!

You make me felt so important and loved. Your attention is all given to me.

I’m wrong in thinking that you doesn’t love me, but in actual fact, Its more than what I thought.

I am still trying to adjust to my new life with you. Its felt really good to fall in love with your best friend. He knows everything about you and your have so many things to talk about. He will know what you need and will always be there for you. He respect me and will listen to me patiently(He have changed better).

I love seeing him smile. He hasn’t been smiling much when we were just best friends. Now, Everytime when I look at him, he will always be smiling. He’s happy and I felt it. I’m happy too.

Though I’m quite guilty for not letting my family know about him. We have to be patience. Just two more weeks and I will bring this topic to my family.

It took us such a long way to where we are now. We discuss every single thing that comes into our daily lifes. He feels really comfortable with me and of cause I feel comfortable too. Though it may be too early to say, both of us wish to walk down the aisle together hand in hand.

It took us five years living aimlessly looking for each other. He’s not a sweet-talker though and doesn’t express himself well when it comes to relationship. But he proves to me with all the little actions that touches my heart. Knowing me too well, he tried to adjust to my style of living and to compromise with my weird characters.

I’m really thankful for every single thing that he did for me and met someone like him. He’s my Mike He. Its either 100% or nothing. He gave me 100%. He’s trying to accept his change from a ruggard pig to a flying happy airpork. Haha!

There’s one conversation we had earlier that I can’t erase it from my mind.

Me: When did you start loving me back?

Pig: When did I ever stop loving you?

Someone who have been loving me for five years. Someone who is willing to put down everything just to be with me. Someone who have eyes on me only. Someone that belongs to me.

Baby, I love you too! ; )

Have been using Twitter lately. I’m just so lazy.  Haha!

Do you hear me?
Talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I’m trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m Lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you, I promise you I will

I’m Lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m Lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I’m Lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m Lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Oohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Oohhhohhhohhhohhohhoohohhohhohh
———————-
by Jason Mraz
I will update more soon!

*Thanks for every single thing that you did.

Where should I start?

Few weeks back, went to watch “The Last Song” with XH. MC really can’t act, I think I can act better than her. Haha! I didn’t flood the theatre but the last 30mins made me sob uncontrollably. I love NS’s storyline though it don’t end in happy ending.

I had fun last monday with my gals and she-na. WE went ice-skating. That was my second time ice skate and as usual, i’m always the last to pick up such skills. It’s not that I’m shy or what, I heard many scary incidents where ppl fell on their back and may paralyse due to the fall. Call me paranoid, I don’t care.

Went Chilli’s @ RWS last thur with M. I am still trying to accept the way she speak. Anyway, The food was nice. We shared a plate of Baby Ribs with two sides. She had Presidente Margarita while I had Blackcurrant drink which was refillable but taste like plain water. The food was slightly expensive though however the Margarita worth the price. Shall go back there again one day.

Met up with the poly mates last friday for a small dinner gathering. I have to apologise for showing my black face throughout the session. I am really sorry. Was really moody and lack of sleep. I did not quarrel with Gab, just don’t feel like talking to him. Maybe partly due to him showing black face to me first which totally turn me off.  

Ting’s bday celebration on Sat was really fun! Love the company of my gals. Didn’t take much photos as I was too self-conscious of myself and was in a sleepy mode. Sorry gals, promise to have a good night sleep before I meet your again and I will take many pictures with your. Haha!

Pilates was good but pretty boring. Maybe the instructor talked too much. I felt the stretch but it doesn’t seems to be enough. Oh, anyway, I signed up Standard Chartered 10KM run with my Sis. I have to start training like real soon.

Chalet last night was really good when you don’t have to prepare and clean up. Haha! I had many chicken wings. Hee!

I have been gaining weight recently. I am trying so hard to lose weight but it turns out the other way round. Really upset over it. Even my mum said that I’m getting fatter. I must go back to my normal diet and cut away oily and fried food. Hopefully to slim down real soon.

I think I have updated things that happened past two weeks. If there is any that I have missed out, I will blog about it.

Gonna meet up with my da lao gong this sunday to celebrate his birthday. Oh shit! I think I have Badminton game with my sis! Oh no!

Shall see how. Till then.