Friday the 13th
Well, it’s a black Friday!
Being superstitious or merely coincidence, bad things happened!
Firstly, met his mum on our way to lunch. She didn’t see me, stopped him while he’s walking behind me. We have been meeting lunch often but this is the first time we met his mum.
I know I will get to meet her one day but I’m still nervous over it. From friend to girlfriend. How will his mum react?
Haiz!
Secondly, thought of meeting for while before he goes to meet his friend. Work came in just when I about to leave, made him wait 1hr for me. I know he don blame me but I still feel bad about. I’m really sorry! We met for less than 5mins and off he went to see his friend.
Having to OT plus sch started, Im totally exhausted. I had less than 6hrs of sleep everyday thinking about work. I felt bad for not spending enough time with him. At the other hand, he tried to accomodate to me. I’m really sorry!
I just don understand why my parents wanna pick on him. Your don understand him at all. Stop all your criticism. I’m really tired after work and does not want to listen to all these.
Da jie asked me not to bother but what my parent said As long as he treat you good. While my parents always pick on their bfs also.
Well, I can’t stop them however it really hurts me from hearing what they say. I want them to give me their blessing and not throwing cold blanket on me. Haiz! Sorry, I can’t let you know all these. Haiz!
Love you!
Add a comment August 13, 2010
Guess where i am?
Haha! I’m at Holland Ave now.
Cabbed down to meet my dearest pig for some ice cream session. I know he miss me so much. Haha!
He’s shocked when i called him and asked me to give him 15mins. It’s freezing cold now due to the strong wind. Wish that he will come down faster.
This is the most I can do for you. Sorry for my insensitivity in the afternoon. You need more time to get to know me better. Haha!
Come down quick!!!
Add a comment August 8, 2010
I’m blessed with Love! =)
I had never felt so loved from all my ex-bfs other than you.
You make me felt so important and loved. Your attention is all given to me.
I’m wrong in thinking that you doesn’t love me, but in actual fact, Its more than what I thought.
I am still trying to adjust to my new life with you. Its felt really good to fall in love with your best friend. He knows everything about you and your have so many things to talk about. He will know what you need and will always be there for you. He respect me and will listen to me patiently(He have changed better).
I love seeing him smile. He hasn’t been smiling much when we were just best friends. Now, Everytime when I look at him, he will always be smiling. He’s happy and I felt it. I’m happy too.
Though I’m quite guilty for not letting my family know about him. We have to be patience. Just two more weeks and I will bring this topic to my family.
It took us such a long way to where we are now. We discuss every single thing that comes into our daily lifes. He feels really comfortable with me and of cause I feel comfortable too. Though it may be too early to say, both of us wish to walk down the aisle together hand in hand.
It took us five years living aimlessly looking for each other. He’s not a sweet-talker though and doesn’t express himself well when it comes to relationship. But he proves to me with all the little actions that touches my heart. Knowing me too well, he tried to adjust to my style of living and to compromise with my weird characters.
I’m really thankful for every single thing that he did for me and met someone like him. He’s my Mike He. Its either 100% or nothing. He gave me 100%. He’s trying to accept his change from a ruggard pig to a flying happy airpork. Haha!
There’s one conversation we had earlier that I can’t erase it from my mind.
Me: When did you start loving me back?
Pig: When did I ever stop loving you?
Someone who have been loving me for five years. Someone who is willing to put down everything just to be with me. Someone who have eyes on me only. Someone that belongs to me.
Baby, I love you too! ; )
Add a comment August 8, 2010
I’m Back!
I’m so sorry to neglect this place… Back after two months…
Have been using Twitter lately. I’m just so lazy. Haha!
Do you hear me?
Talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I’m trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I’m Lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you, I promise you I will
I’m Lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m Lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I’m Lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m Lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Oohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Oohhhohhhohhhohhohhoohohhohhohh
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by Jason Mraz
I will update more soon!
*Thanks for every single thing that you did.
Add a comment August 2, 2010
Lazy bum!
I haven’t been blogging much lately. I had many things to blog about but the mood isn’t there.
Where should I start?
Few weeks back, went to watch “The Last Song” with XH. MC really can’t act, I think I can act better than her. Haha! I didn’t flood the theatre but the last 30mins made me sob uncontrollably. I love NS’s storyline though it don’t end in happy ending.
I had fun last monday with my gals and she-na. WE went ice-skating. That was my second time ice skate and as usual, i’m always the last to pick up such skills. It’s not that I’m shy or what, I heard many scary incidents where ppl fell on their back and may paralyse due to the fall. Call me paranoid, I don’t care.
Went Chilli’s @ RWS last thur with M. I am still trying to accept the way she speak. Anyway, The food was nice. We shared a plate of Baby Ribs with two sides. She had Presidente Margarita while I had Blackcurrant drink which was refillable but taste like plain water. The food was slightly expensive though however the Margarita worth the price. Shall go back there again one day.
Met up with the poly mates last friday for a small dinner gathering. I have to apologise for showing my black face throughout the session. I am really sorry. Was really moody and lack of sleep. I did not quarrel with Gab, just don’t feel like talking to him. Maybe partly due to him showing black face to me first which totally turn me off.
Ting’s bday celebration on Sat was really fun! Love the company of my gals. Didn’t take much photos as I was too self-conscious of myself and was in a sleepy mode. Sorry gals, promise to have a good night sleep before I meet your again and I will take many pictures with your. Haha!
Pilates was good but pretty boring. Maybe the instructor talked too much. I felt the stretch but it doesn’t seems to be enough. Oh, anyway, I signed up Standard Chartered 10KM run with my Sis. I have to start training like real soon.
Chalet last night was really good when you don’t have to prepare and clean up. Haha! I had many chicken wings. Hee!
I have been gaining weight recently. I am trying so hard to lose weight but it turns out the other way round. Really upset over it. Even my mum said that I’m getting fatter. I must go back to my normal diet and cut away oily and fried food. Hopefully to slim down real soon.
I think I have updated things that happened past two weeks. If there is any that I have missed out, I will blog about it.
Gonna meet up with my da lao gong this sunday to celebrate his birthday. Oh shit! I think I have Badminton game with my sis! Oh no!
Shall see how. Till then.
Add a comment June 7, 2010
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I’m trying to test the app!
I have been grumbling lately over my workplace! Too tired to repeat over and over again. One sentence to sum it all: don’t get into my nerve!
I’m really tired recently. My old syndrome of “sleeping is a waste of time” came back again. I always knock out on my way to work.
It’s late and I should turn in soon. Meeting my gals later. Nights world!
Add a comment May 26, 2010
‘Time will heal’, Really?
I have seen it somewhere that someone said ‘time will heal’ is just a form of way to make the grieving one feels better but in actual fact, it doesn’t heal.
Other than cancer and AIDS, the ultimate incurable disease is due with the heart.
There’s a phrase in chinese saying the only way to cure heartache, you need the cause of the problem to cure it.
Nothing happen actually. I just hate the fact when memories flood back. I felt so heart pain suddenly. The same impact I received four years back. I didn’t think of anything at that point of time. I just felt the sharp pain like you are being stab by a knife through your heart. All the memories just flood back at that point of time. I just felt like crying at that moment.
I’m in such a emotional state now. Back to the days where nothing comes into my mind other than work. Anything can trigger my tearducts.
What happen? I really have no freaking idea.
To be continue.
Add a comment May 23, 2010
Busy?
AM I really that busy?
I’m not, Ok. I really can’t stand people saying this to me “ Can I book an appointment with you?”
I tried to make myself available all the time. It just that I like to maximise my own time and don’t wish waste to any of my time thinking what to do next. Some people ask me don’t I feel tired managing my fully-packed schedule? Sometimes I do feel tired having a tight schedule but without it, I feel i’m living an aimless life.
I’m a Perfectionist. I can’t deny this fact.
Anyway, Siew’s BF asked me whether wanna help his brother next saturday for a funfair event. To be a dunk gal. I’m quite surprised to receive his call actually. Haha! But, I’m sorry have to reject him because its a Saturday. If its a Sunday, I will help him definitely. Saturday is precious to me. If you know what I mean. HAHAHAHA!
Anyway, Went Steamboat + BBQ at Bugis on Friday night with my colleagues. Quite an awkward dinner. Remember the love story that I blogged with months back? The female and male lead went for the dinner too. I got involved indirectly this time round as a scapegoat. Haiz.
I sat in the middle, the male lead on my left and the female lead opposite the male lead. Both male and female leads were BBQ-ing for us. Female lead keep BBQ-ing and pass us the food. Male lead also keep BBQ-ing and pass it to me. My natural reaction tells me to pass it down to the person sitting on my right. After a few times of passing, The female lead’s face getting blacker. She finally said to the male lead: “Just eat those that you BBQ, I BBQ for them already”.
Poor male lead. I really feel sorry for him. He did nothing wrong. Haiz.
~I didn’t expect to hear that from you. I thought you will understand. Didn’t I spare my time out? Haiz!
Add a comment May 16, 2010
MIA!
Hey, I’m back.
Sorry for not blogging actively.
I have been mugging for the past two weeks. Really exhausted!
I swear this is the first time in my life that I MUGGED seriously. PSLE was watching TV whole day long, O’level was busy dating, Diploma was busy working.
Or is it because I’m old that’s why I felt so tired and drained. Finally it’s over!
Is it because of peer pressure? I didn’t worked that hard last year. Anyway, thanks Siew, Xue, She-Na & Khang Lun, without the support & motivation from your, I think I can’t make it through. Of cause the great company and the laughter. Thanks so much!
I did my best for every of my paper except Stats 2. I will not submit blank answer sheet anymore. But I really can’t do a single question. Disappointed with myself too. I even have panic-attack before the paper. As I was too nervous for my Econs, I nearly black-out when I stepped into the hall. I can even forget my table number when I stepped into the hall. Maybe because I was too nervous and doesn’t want to fail Econs.
This year Econs was really hard. People started to leave 45mins after the paper. But I still managed to finish all the required questions. I just hope to pass because I really put in effort for this paper.
As for POBF, I just need a Pass. That’s all I’m asking for. I put in 100x more effort for this paper.
MSM shouldn’t be a problem to pass. After hearing Siew’s and KL’s answer, I’m quite a bit scare though.
I just need a Pass for M2 too. If I fail M2, I may consider to drop S2 too.
Since today’s the last paper, shouldn’t talk more about it. It’s Holiday!!!
Anyway, I have signed up Twitter recently. It’s fun twittering! I’m quite lazy to blog ever since I started Twittering. Haha! Whatever comes to my mind, I will just Tweet Tweet Tweet. Hehe!
I went Tampines East CC to renew my Passion Card after my paper today. I am quite keen to take up Pilates Class but it’s gonna start next tuesday. Sometimes I need to work late and I don’t wish to skip the class that I paid for. Maybe I will wait for the Sunday class.
I’m gonna source for a Piano soon. Money is running out yet I’m still spending. Any kind soul wanna get a Piano for me? Hehe!
Gonna pay School fees next monday. Dang.
Oh lovely ladies, I have made reservations for our 27th dinner @ 730pm. See you!
Anyway people, date me date me!!! I’m free for at least 3months!! Hahahaha!
Gonna turn in soon. Tomorrow am going back to work. Nights Nights!
Add a comment May 13, 2010
My love for Amos!
I heart Amos, its an open secret!
No one have beat him yet. Maybe I’m picky.
Anyway, I bought Amos last friday because I just received my Amos Card. Hehe!
There’s one clever person bought Amos for me at the same time when I’m just beside him. I bought 200grams of Double Choc and this clever person bought 200grams of Double Choc also. It never comes to my mind that he’s buying it for me. Think of it this way, If someone will to buy Amos for me, since you know I will be buying 200grams of Double Choc, you should buy other flavors or maybe lesser grams, how can you buy exactly same grams and same flavors? haha!
Nevertheless, I really appreciates it.
Because FL loves Double Choc Amos.
Surprise Cookies!!! Its been long since I received surprise!
Thinking back – Amos used to be my motivation before Exam. Last Time, JL bought it for me hoping I will focus and prepare well for my exam. Whenever I eat Amos, I will miss the good old days.
Anyway, Exam this week, didn’t prepare enough. I don’t want to fail any of it. Work harder FL.
I will try to update more when I’m free. Take care everyone.
Add a comment May 4, 2010
